A perfect getaway ♥

Kebelakangan ini, agak berat sebelah sikit, bila I only update at my tumblr but not here :P Sorry blogger. My schedule is so hectic, and I only can give you guys a short updates only. And I prefer to write it up on tumblr. hehe.. Today half day kerja, so boleh update banyak sikit here :)

Anyways, I just got back from Perhentian Island. A perfect getaway to release all the pressure and problems. I really had fun there, so does Ryan :)) Chilling, sun bathing on floating bed, snorkeling with fishes and shark (like for real, and the big one y'all!), taiti game, karaoke session, BBQ and dinner along the beach (so romantic!), playing around with Ryan on the sand, ohh so much to tell! The bad thing is, my pink camera rosak on the 2nd day! Damn you! Spoil the holiday a bit, coz can't take much pictures :( , but still we had our fun! Im gonna upload the pictures once the camera is fixed, all right? :)

And the result from all the fun is, TANNED SKIN! haha.. I don't mind gelap sikit (ok tipu!) but sangat tak nak sun burnt yg pedih2 tu. But now, dah ada tanda2 pedih tu. Oh no! :( Body-ache every part of the body, and penat x hilang lagi. Need some more sleep and rest, I think. So, goodbye people! Zzzzz...


p.s : Oh Ryan is found :) and I tried to upload Ryan's video here for hundreds time, but loading sangat lambat and never work out. So yeah, tak dapat la tgk. For those yg ada my FB, can watch it there :)

come back to me! :(

Attention : 

RYAN IS MISSING!!!

and this is for real ok! :((

I'm such a bad mummy. I'm careless. I'm stupid. Yes, say whatever you wanna say! If only that can bring Ryan back to me! :((

Ryan, i'm sorry. Come back to mummy pls?? ;(

p.s : I recorded Ryan on a video a few minutes before he lost. :( Gonna upload later! Not in a good mood now! *cry again*

my uʍop ǝpısdn life.

Fuuhhh.. Fuuhhhh.. *bersihkan habuk* Lamanya tak singgah kemari. Its been a while. Miss me peeps? :P awww i know! ♥

What is my current update eh?  OH!

I know how to write uʍop ǝpısdn ! LOL :P

HAHA not only the letters are upside down, my life is! But currently, I'm happy with people around me. But not with certain bad not so good people. *sighh

WORK : Moved to PJ office. Love it coz close with my girls but travel jauh from house :( In terms of workloads, sangat banyak but I'm doing quite well in work. Less or no internal error, high productivity and accuracy among all the team members. :) Bukan perasan sendiri, but we do tracked each and every person's performance EVERYDAY in internal error and productivity. So far, I don't have to pay penalty for errors made!

But yeah, because of that, obviously ada certain people yang dengki and x puas hati!
Lantak pi kat hang la. Like I care? Yang penting, all of us know siapa yg perform well, and who doesn't. I advise u to improve your work than only talk and stab people's back. :)

LOVE : Ryan is grown up now. Bigger and yes, adorable! Kan best kalau Ryan boleh cakap and pamper me like human being do. Tak payah cari BF dah. LOL! Anyway, I did have some crush on someone. But then found out that he's just MARRIED! Adoi.. Heartbroken lagi.. :( My future, di mana kamu?? I'm here :)

FRIENDS : They are being such the bestest people in the world! Always being around me whenever I need them. Did a lot of hangout and catching up now. And I love it! ♥ Thanks sayangsssss... Anyway, something bad happened to one of my BFF. If I know who did that, I'll cut you into pieces, bitch!

FAMILY : I miss my mum! I miss her delicious cook, miss our talk yang merapu sana sini. Bila la nak holiday lagii.. :( Im finding a perfect time to go back and have those things! Wait for me! Anyway, my sisters came down to KL and paid me a visit for two days. Managed to spend one whole day with them ♥ Lama kan x kuar macam ni? :) And hello cousins! Rindu gila tau takkk???

PLANS : I'm going to Perhentian Island in two weeks time. Extremely excited and happy! Oh and I got plan trip to Singapore this June! Also my Johorian friends are planning something for our gathering. Looking forward for it!! ♥ ♥

Oh now I realise there's much UPs than DOWNs. I feel blessed and loved.

Alhamdulillah ♥

p.s : I miss all my long lost friends, KPTM friends to be exact. Syada, C-ha, Mai, jom buat gathering!! Ape cerita ni??

Good boy! ♥

 

Ryan : Mummy, I want Starbucks too. Can I have some? I promise I'll be a good boy. (sambil buat muka kesian)

Me : Ok baby. You can have some. Mummy loves you.

Ryan : Slurpp.. This is heaven, mummy! Love it! ♥

And yes, Ryan is behaving good now. He didn't poo poo and shi shi on Mummy's hand. But only on others hand :P I'm sorry guys! haha

I'm lucky.

I'm recovering. :))

It's a learning process now. To know him better, and for him to know myself better.
Some may say that it's too early for us to see each other after the 'day'. I also thought about it. But hell about others, we do what we want to do.

We are happy now. Yes, I know by doing this, we could hardly move on. We are still love each other, and that's the fact. We are still hoping, I know. Even so, we didn't push ourselves to get together back. That's a good thing. :) Just let it be like it should be. We are not in a rush. I don't want to make a wrong decision, again. I believe, he feels the same. If we really meant to be together, sooner or later, we'll be together, again. Thanks for those who always pray for us and care about our relationship. Some friends feel sad. Me? You would never know what I feel inside.

I want to thank zillion times to each one of you who keeps on supporting me all this while. During my ups and DOWNS. For always asking me whether I'm ok or not. For always be there when I need someone to talk badly. For giving me strength to move on. For keep me accompany to make me feel that I am not alone. For all the advices, and those magical words to heal the pain. For putting positive thinking in to my mind. For all the L♥VE you gave me. I couldn't ask for more. I couldn't pay you back. But I'll try my best to be the best-est friend you ever had.

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Kyle and Bella.. You really made my day. Even you Kyle, naughty boy. I love both of you so much. Both of you actually are the reason why me and him still can talk and sit together. Kyle, do behave with daddy. Don't bite, don't shout, be friendly. And also, don't make out with Bella. Both of you are still babiesss.. :) hehe.. Hopefully, you will be as tame as Bella soon. :))

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Family members especially his mum. Other family members didn't know the actually reason  why we broke up except his mum. I'm sorry for not telling you guys but its better to left it unsaid. Still, u guys support me endlessly. Thank you. To mama (his mum), thank you for your advices and supports, and for loving me as your daughter, not as your son's GF. You're the coolest mum I ever known! Seriously.

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And lastly, you. You know you are the best thing that could ever happen in my life. You know how I feel, you know how deep my love is. Thanks for always be there for me. Thanks for granting your promise, to be friends after we broke up. I'll pray for your happiness no matter with who. 4 years memories with you, will remain in my heart. I promise! Do take a BIG care of yourself. I know you can do it without me. I miss you. :(

♥ 

Yes, I'm lucky to have these people in my life! :)

THANK YOU!!

My adorable babies ♥

Yesterday was a tiring day. Went to Shah Alam to see my BF. Hehe my new BF is actually a sugar glider! :P His name is Kyle, 2 months old and handsome! But he is soooo garaaaaaaang :( I found it very hard to tame him and feels like giving up already. :( be strong mai! He's unlike Bella (another sugar glider) who is soo manja with me and cutee! We choose Kyle because he's so handsome. Got nice fur and colour. But yeahh, so garang! I think Kyle memang x pernah kena pegang orang or being pampered with his previous owner. I mean the actual owner is sugar glider's breeder. So yeah, got A LOT of sugar glider and his purpose is to make big profit only! sigh.. Hopefully Kyle will be as tame as Bella soon! *finger crossed!*

Oh ya.. And I also did my haircut at Shah Alam yesterday. Loveeee it so much! :D The hairdresser is also cute maaa.. :P Next time, I only wanna do my haircut at Shah Alam and with Steve only! Happy :) Anyway, enjoy the pictures of my adorable babies ♥

This is Bella ♥ (female)
See, manja kan dia? She was just playing around with me. :)

This is Kyle ♥ (male)

See, garang kan dia? :( hehe.. I was trying to calm him down.

Can you see their differences? :P But one thing similar about them is they are cuteeeeee.. Rasa nak squeeze2 and gigit2 je! Haha.. Love both of them. Muahhhh! ♥