i'm going crazy people. SOS!

Urgh! Can’t stop looking at this, again again and over again. It drives me crazyyyy..

24th, pls be hurry. Can I just skip 19th 20th 21st 22nd and 23rd pls? 5 more days baby, and I will have a new baby! :D

my uʍop ǝpısdn life.

Fuuhhh.. Fuuhhhh.. *bersihkan habuk* Lamanya tak singgah kemari. Its been a while. Miss me peeps? :P awww i know! ♥

What is my current update eh?  OH!

I know how to write uʍop ǝpısdn ! LOL :P

HAHA not only the letters are upside down, my life is! But currently, I'm happy with people around me. But not with certain bad not so good people. *sighh

WORK : Moved to PJ office. Love it coz close with my girls but travel jauh from house :( In terms of workloads, sangat banyak but I'm doing quite well in work. Less or no internal error, high productivity and accuracy among all the team members. :) Bukan perasan sendiri, but we do tracked each and every person's performance EVERYDAY in internal error and productivity. So far, I don't have to pay penalty for errors made!

But yeah, because of that, obviously ada certain people yang dengki and x puas hati!
Lantak pi kat hang la. Like I care? Yang penting, all of us know siapa yg perform well, and who doesn't. I advise u to improve your work than only talk and stab people's back. :)

LOVE : Ryan is grown up now. Bigger and yes, adorable! Kan best kalau Ryan boleh cakap and pamper me like human being do. Tak payah cari BF dah. LOL! Anyway, I did have some crush on someone. But then found out that he's just MARRIED! Adoi.. Heartbroken lagi.. :( My future, di mana kamu?? I'm here :)

FRIENDS : They are being such the bestest people in the world! Always being around me whenever I need them. Did a lot of hangout and catching up now. And I love it! ♥ Thanks sayangsssss... Anyway, something bad happened to one of my BFF. If I know who did that, I'll cut you into pieces, bitch!

FAMILY : I miss my mum! I miss her delicious cook, miss our talk yang merapu sana sini. Bila la nak holiday lagii.. :( Im finding a perfect time to go back and have those things! Wait for me! Anyway, my sisters came down to KL and paid me a visit for two days. Managed to spend one whole day with them ♥ Lama kan x kuar macam ni? :) And hello cousins! Rindu gila tau takkk???

PLANS : I'm going to Perhentian Island in two weeks time. Extremely excited and happy! Oh and I got plan trip to Singapore this June! Also my Johorian friends are planning something for our gathering. Looking forward for it!! ♥ ♥

Oh now I realise there's much UPs than DOWNs. I feel blessed and loved.

Alhamdulillah ♥

p.s : I miss all my long lost friends, KPTM friends to be exact. Syada, C-ha, Mai, jom buat gathering!! Ape cerita ni??

private.

I'm considering to private my blog after this. But still haven't decide yet.

Yes? Or No?

p.s : Knowing that my mum read my blog ALL THIS WHILE, is the last thing that I wanted to know.

So, blame her! Hahaha :p

Friday is always be my HAPPY day!

Waiting for Friday againnnn... :))
Going to meet my future BF!
Yippie!

oh, I'm in love! ♥

next!

counting days.
FRIDAY, come fast! :D

i'm currently

creating something for this blog.
tungguuuuuu.... :)

p.s : EH, MAI. nama blog ni dah ditukar ye? ohh yesss.
more relax and chill and shorter. :)

new year's resolution?

When new year is about to arrive, most of the people will set their new year's resolution. I don't know why, but people would really like 'need' to have new year's resolution, as they say not me. While their last year's resolution(S) haven't achieved yet and being carried forward to the next year. So what is this new year resolution thing for if you don't really want to do it, or at least have any effort to accomplish it? Some people would forgot about their "new year's resolutions" as soon as February started, and back to their old habit. Agree? *sigh

As for me, I don't really have new year's resolution but I do have some hopes for myself. Hope to be a BETTER person. Yes, better is the keyword. Better muslimah, have better life, better career, better daughter, better sister, better gf, better friend, better money :P, better everything. I know I couldn't achieve all of that, or being the best or perfect for everyone, every time. I'll just try my very best, ok?

How to achieve that, I'll figure out myself. With some helps of few important people in my life. A gentle reminder would help, I think! ;) InsyaAllah.

Happy ber'resolutions'!

i'm leaving you, 2009

Can you believe its gonna be a new year tomorrow? :) I think the time flies soooo fast. My 2009 journey has finally gonna be ended very very soon. I discovered so many things throughout the year and just can't wait for 2010, I don't know why. Waiting for new adventures and drama(s) maybe? Hehe.. Let's see some pages of chapter 2009. gotta get some help from my picture album(s) to recover my memory loss. lol I warn you this entry could be sooo long and full of picturesss :P

The year started with my internship during my final year in UiTM. I did my internship with Scope International M Sdn Bhd, through a training program called SIMA. After get through IQ test, interview and passed, I accepted to join this program for 3 months and now I'm working with the company. :) Through this program, I learned so many things, met fantastic new friends and got a job with yummy pay. Alhamdulillah :)

gorgeous fantastic new friends

my trainer, Kak Sha

had a great time with them!

bowling outing with SIMA students

CMS girls!

seafood outing!

steamboat outing with Dubai team :)

at Janda Baik. Selection Program before got job offer.
stressful but yet fun!

end of SIMA program.

convocation!

Then my new baby was born named Beba :) She is just 10 months now and I love her! I never took any picture of her and show it publicly coz I'm just afraid somebody might fall in love with her and take her away from me! Hehe.. She's a CAR laa, everyone! :P

My love story was full of drama(s) this year. With some unwanted extra actor/actress to mess spice up our scenes, with more emotions and character, ups and down(S), endless arguments but trapped with love inside, all I can say is it was just damn tiriiiiing. Still, whatever happened between us, we took it as lesson and still hold each other strongly. Never let go even for a second. ♥ 2009 didn't treat us well, such a bad year to us I can say, and now we are happily leaving 2009. :))

my 1st sand colouring ever.

ice cream date ♥

webcam-whoring with him :P

after Beba's accident :(
admire the way he protecting me from that stupid taxi driver who hit us! :)

our 3rd anniversary ♥
romantic dinner at Bora Asmara :)

during pja's surprise birthday :)

hair disaster to both!

his surprise birthday party ♥

One of the girls in family got married this year with her love. I'm happy for her but things gonna be slightly different after this. :( Agak kurang best di situ. Farid, please take a good care of her, I believe you will. Bila lagi nak bagi anak sedara comel-comel for us? hehe.. Other than my cousin, my BFF also got married this year. And now tengah sarat mengandung. Alhamdulillah :)

Intan's Wedding. Be her bridesmaid for both receptions.

Ili liyana's. My beloved cousin :)

2009: I officially degree graduated and entered new working life. I'm grateful coz all my best efforts during study get rewarded at last. Now, I have my OWN money that I can be proud of. :)

graduated! yay!

officemates

And because I already started working and only off on Friday, all I can say is my time is sooo limited. Quite a tiring year. I miss my campus life :( I even really didn't have enough time for myself, how can I ask for holiday? But luckily I managed to find some time to go for holiday during the 4th quarter. A quick holiday to Malacca with Ameer and big family, and also Pangkor Island and Cameron Highland with my family. There's some plans that I had to cancel at last minute due to my limited time :( I hope next year I will be able to go for some nice places moree than this year. :))

melaka trip!

pangkor!

HAPPY NEW YEAR, everyone! :))