I love living life. I am happy!

Appreciate what you have now. Stop giving up, and live without limits.
Live your life to the fullest, and you will be happy. ♥

hard.

Sometimes its so hard to understand people who are so close to you.
Sometimes its easier to understand people who are just new to you.
Sometimes you think that you understand him/her, but the actual is you don't.
Why are you so complicated?
I'm getting tired to figure out what's in your mind, and what is actually that you want.
I think I was wrong.
Thought of knowing you the best, in and out.
You prove me that I was wrong, once I found out the truth.
The thing that I didn't know all this while.
Fooled, cheated.
But thanks, at least you gave me something to learn.
To not to trust anyone anymore.
To be stronger than I can ever be.
To stop using my eyes to cry, but to use it to see clearer instead.
Maybe I was blinded before.. By your words, by my trust, by love.
What happened is happened.
We cannot fix it nor change it.
There's no use to regret it now.
I prefer you to do what's the best to build the trust again.
Or at least make me feel worthy.
But if you don't, I can't do anything.
You choose your way, I'll just wait.
Err, wait? Really? Yea, maybe. But not that long.
Cause I'm tired already.
If you choose to waste your time blaming people, I couldn't stop you.
I'll just think that you are making another mistake.
Or you are just don't learn from your MISTAKE.
Its just, don't make me feel like what happened between you and me was a MISTAKE.

terima kasih!

"Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku.. Terima kasih kerana bukakan hatiku, kerana masih berikan aku peluang untuk berubah, juga masih memberi nafas kepada hambaMu yang jahil ini. Aku bersyukur atas segala rahmat, rezeki, kebahagiaan, dan segalanya yang Kau turunkan padaku. Alhamdulillah. Sesungguhnya Kau lah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang.""

-hambaMu yang kerdil-

jalan oh jalan.

I learned something today. It's like an achievement to me. :D

I have this one bad habit, i.e sangat susah hafal jalan! Ini teruk punya kes, coz I only knew jalan pergi-balik kerja, pergi-balik Shah Alam, and TTDI area (coz my aunty live there). And area2 my house, I tau la sikit2. Nak bagi contoh lagi teruk? I don't even know jalan2 kat JB! Eventhough I live in Johore since I was small. Dah boleh bayangkan teruk dia? Haha.. I don't know why, it is just hard to me. haihh :(

But today, I learned the route to KL! Yay!!! This morning, I went to fetch Ameer and his mum at Pudu. I went there with Ameer's step father. Dia la yang tunjuk jalan (but with separate car. I just followed him from the back). Actually, dah a few times lalu the same road with Ameer, but x hafal2 jugak. Surprisingly, today I managed to remember the route without having the intention to remember. Maybe its because, I don't have anyone to talk to in the car and made me to focus on the road. Bagus jugak. :)

Then, Ameer drove the car back to our house. All the way, I kept talking and talking, gelak sana sini, bla bla bla.. and made me forgot to look at the route from KL to our house. When we're almost home, baru sedar nak tengok jalan! haihhhh... so its kinda a waste for me to hafal jalan pergi KL, but then tak tahu jalan balik. Macam mana ni??? Adoiii...

Nak pergi mana2 kena orang ajar. Sikit2 call my 'GPS' tanya jalan. hehe.. Ameer siap kena lukiskan map for me, and I keep it in the car. Tapi susah nak drive sambil tgk map :( Susahnyaa macam niiii......

Soalan :

Siapa baik hati nak ajar saya jalan? Nanti saya upah, bawa kamu jalan2. :)

Oh ini list tempat yg saya tau jalan dan hanya boleh pergi bila kamu nak ajak saya keluar.

• Sunway Pyramid
  
• OU, the Curve, Cineleisure, Ikano
• IOI mall
• JJ bukit raja, PAS, SACC mall, PKNS.. (Shah Alam)
• The Mines
• Giant Kinrara errr.. nak ke g giant? :P
  

Ok itu je.. :( hehehe.. Midvalley, Times Square, Pavilion da tahu pergi, tp xtau jalan pulang. So, kena pending dulu. hehe :P Harap2 my GPS masih boleh berfungsi ketika diperlukan nanti. :)
~nasib la dapat GF manja macam ni. wekk!~

macam mana nak hafal jalan kalau sik amik gambar? haha :p

terima kasih cikgu! ;)

Yeay! Today telah berjaya meng-disable-kan right click on my pictures and even you can't click on it! I really want to do it that way before but didn't know the coding. So, I asked my lecturer (up sikit dari teacher, down sikit dari professor :P), imported from Uitm Malacca to teach me. hehe.. After a few weeks, baru la berjaya mendapat coding seperti yg diinginkan :) hehe..

Reasons? For me, its important since i didn't privatize my blog, yet. Yes, I really care about my privacy. From Friendster, Myspace, Facebook, Twitter, til phone num, I don't accept strangers ok. But there's some people that I approved, but yet I didn't know them personally, just familiar with their faces and same college or uni, I'll put them on my limited profile list. If you can't see my pictures, friend lists and write on my wall (facebook), then sorry, u're in my limited profile list. haha :P My blog? Later kot.. Tak ramai yg tahu pun about my blog. hehe :)

Ok ok.. Actually I encourage u guys to disable click on pictures because this blog world is too risky to us. I mean, you wouldnt know what stranger, enemy or bad people would or could do to your pictures. People can copy your picture, pretending to be you by creating other profile or something, or anything that you can think of. This is like a precaution step to prevent bad things from happen in future. Mencegah lebih baik dari mengubati. Hehe.. But its up to u guys ;)


Dear Cikgu Syada,

Thank you soooooo much! hehe..