private.

I'm considering to private my blog after this. But still haven't decide yet.

Yes? Or No?

p.s : Knowing that my mum read my blog ALL THIS WHILE, is the last thing that I wanted to know.

So, blame her! Hahaha :p

When you have them, you couldn't ask for more. :)

Saya agak malas mahu update story kebelakangan ini.
Tak tahu kenapa.
Tapi saya cuba ya? ;)

I did lot of catching up with friends now, lately.
One thing that I rarely do before.
Since I'm single now, I don't have to choose anymore.
So yeah, that's a good thing being single. :)

I really missed all my good friends, long lost bestfriends.
Its not I didn't feel the same before, but somehow the time limits everything.
As soon as I'm single, I realise that my friends are still be there for me.
Watching from far all this while, and catch me when I fall. ♥
They never mad at me. They understand my situation. Thank you!

 

Long lost bestfriends since Diploma Sem 1.

 

My best girlfriends since Diploma.

 

Some of my crazy colleagues.

And not forgetting, a hang out session with my lovely babes Yun, Erynn, Zatie.

No picture taken :(

Love love love you guys!

Good boy! ♥

 

Ryan : Mummy, I want Starbucks too. Can I have some? I promise I'll be a good boy. (sambil buat muka kesian)

Me : Ok baby. You can have some. Mummy loves you.

Ryan : Slurpp.. This is heaven, mummy! Love it! ♥

And yes, Ryan is behaving good now. He didn't poo poo and shi shi on Mummy's hand. But only on others hand :P I'm sorry guys! haha

hard.

Sometimes its so hard to understand people who are so close to you.
Sometimes its easier to understand people who are just new to you.
Sometimes you think that you understand him/her, but the actual is you don't.
Why are you so complicated?
I'm getting tired to figure out what's in your mind, and what is actually that you want.
I think I was wrong.
Thought of knowing you the best, in and out.
You prove me that I was wrong, once I found out the truth.
The thing that I didn't know all this while.
Fooled, cheated.
But thanks, at least you gave me something to learn.
To not to trust anyone anymore.
To be stronger than I can ever be.
To stop using my eyes to cry, but to use it to see clearer instead.
Maybe I was blinded before.. By your words, by my trust, by love.
What happened is happened.
We cannot fix it nor change it.
There's no use to regret it now.
I prefer you to do what's the best to build the trust again.
Or at least make me feel worthy.
But if you don't, I can't do anything.
You choose your way, I'll just wait.
Err, wait? Really? Yea, maybe. But not that long.
Cause I'm tired already.
If you choose to waste your time blaming people, I couldn't stop you.
I'll just think that you are making another mistake.
Or you are just don't learn from your MISTAKE.
Its just, don't make me feel like what happened between you and me was a MISTAKE.

maybe?

maybe I should just STOP.

*sigh*